5.02.2012
THE NON MUNCHIES
I have food burn-out. Do you ever get that? Some of you might be thinking, geez I wish I had that....I need to have food burn-out....maybe I would drop a few pounds if food just didn't grab my attention so much. Absolutely nothing sounds good. Nothing. The things I normally eat aren't holding any appeal. I'm not even hungry today. What causes that? I ask my husband from time to time what sounds good to him for dinner. Usually I ask that when I feel like this - in a food abyss. Or I ask it when I feel like I keep making the same smattering of meals over and over again. I've said this before; I don't live to eat but rather, eat to live. I suppose if I were unable to eat solid food I would soon crave it. That seems to be human nature - we want what we cannot have sometimes. That's not to say that I don't like certain things, get hankerings for them, appreciate the yummy taste of certain things. In fact, recently I had a lust and a deep longing for a scrambled egg and a pancake. I really never eat either. We went to IHOP where I had a kids meal of just that with proportions more to my liking. My husband laughed, when over the following days after that $2.99 kids meal of one scrambled egg and a junior sized pancake, I raved and raved about how that just hit the spot. Today though nothing is calling me food wise. To be honest, sometimes eating is just a pain. There are so many restrictions and allergies, and stipulations to what I can eat without an effect of some sort, that I just grow weary of it. Once in awhile I long for simpler, more carefree, less problematic eating days in my life like when I was a kid or a young adult! My love affair with all things vegetableish and raw has even waned in recent days. I wonder if I ate nothing at all how long it would take for me to get really, really hungry? Diseases in my body prohibit me from doing that though. When I met my husband I basically ate a handful of things over and over; oatmeal, stir fry, peanut butter, PURE bars and CLIFF bars, raw veggies and some fruit. He got concerned when, the first week we were dating, I ate peanut butter daily. It's a super food so to speak:) Food is supposed to be like gasoline is to our cars - fuel to give us energy. I wonder when God created the earth and all that is in it - our food source, if He knew we would take something He created in a pure form and destroy it, pollute it, make it a demi-god and turn it into something He never intended it to be. We don't have to hunt and gather our food really any more, discounting a drive to the supermarket. So, instead of a need based process, it is now a want based system. No wonder I'm not hungry!
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You need to try Meatloaf Monday!!
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